I should have known that you were a killer.....but now I'm dead
This Thanksgiving Break hasn't gone exactly the way I planned it to. It's already Sunday and I have to work tonight...not too thrilled about that.
Friday night I went to Angel's for a bit....which I should have stayed longer, (I'm sorry Angel, next time I will stay the night) but instead I went to the Casino with my day and it was snowing really bad. I didn't win any money, lost 20 bucks, not that bad. Watched my dad play a card game called Let it Ride. I caught on to it really well it seems really easy so I would like to try and play that game next time we go up there and I have a decent amount of money.
Saturday night was fucked up. I went to see Angela for a hour and half. I haven't seen her in like a month. I felt bad for leaving her place early too. I was suppose to go to Q. Didn't do that. Instead I went to Stiletto's. I wasn't exactly excited to go there cus I wasn't in a fantastic mood. I did get a drunk side goin, but I just sat there and became Sober after a hour or so. Lisa told this girl I thought she was hot and had us talk. She was cute. I guess we were both too shy and barely talked. I got her number, she got mine, but I erased it off my phone at the end of the night, because I wasn't that interested. I didn't have much fun there. I felt alone and unwanted!
I dunno....that depressed side of me is back. I hate feeling ugly and unwanted and lonely.
I barely hang out with any of my other friends anymore and I feel....what's the word.....pathetic..no...disappointed....no....guilty...something like that.
It's like I can't get away from those two....She gets mad if I don't hang with them, but yet I hang with them every weekend....and I can't just let them go and move on becus I enjoy hanging with them a lot.
Basically the only EXCITING thing that is going to happen is Justin is turning 18 tomorrow...so that means Saturday we are getting WASTED and goin clubbin!
Alright.
The End
If I had my way, I'd never get over you.
Friday night I went to Angel's for a bit....which I should have stayed longer, (I'm sorry Angel, next time I will stay the night) but instead I went to the Casino with my day and it was snowing really bad. I didn't win any money, lost 20 bucks, not that bad. Watched my dad play a card game called Let it Ride. I caught on to it really well it seems really easy so I would like to try and play that game next time we go up there and I have a decent amount of money.
Saturday night was fucked up. I went to see Angela for a hour and half. I haven't seen her in like a month. I felt bad for leaving her place early too. I was suppose to go to Q. Didn't do that. Instead I went to Stiletto's. I wasn't exactly excited to go there cus I wasn't in a fantastic mood. I did get a drunk side goin, but I just sat there and became Sober after a hour or so. Lisa told this girl I thought she was hot and had us talk. She was cute. I guess we were both too shy and barely talked. I got her number, she got mine, but I erased it off my phone at the end of the night, because I wasn't that interested. I didn't have much fun there. I felt alone and unwanted!
I dunno....that depressed side of me is back. I hate feeling ugly and unwanted and lonely.
I barely hang out with any of my other friends anymore and I feel....what's the word.....pathetic..no...disappointed....no....guilty...something like that.
It's like I can't get away from those two....She gets mad if I don't hang with them, but yet I hang with them every weekend....and I can't just let them go and move on becus I enjoy hanging with them a lot.
Basically the only EXCITING thing that is going to happen is Justin is turning 18 tomorrow...so that means Saturday we are getting WASTED and goin clubbin!
Alright.
The End
If I had my way, I'd never get over you.