May 28, 2005 11:37
"say it was something"
im soooooooooooo over this
i mean...im still sad i still love him
but im like...over it...i dunno
look hes such an asshole
it disgusts me
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: going out is so fucking dumb
BroknHartedLsr14: thats not something u say!!!!!!
BroknHartedLsr14: especially to me right now
BroknHartedLsr14: you think im fine????
BroknHartedLsr14: u think that doesnt hurt
BroknHartedLsr14: I STILL LOVE U NICK
BroknHartedLsr14: JESUS
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: we went out for waht ..... like 2 weeks
BroknHartedLsr14: 1 month....1 week....5 days
BroknHartedLsr14: yeah
BroknHartedLsr14: im pathetic
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: no fucking way
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: it stared in like april
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT????????????
AUGH
and,.....
BroknHartedLsr14: why did you???
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: haha im talking to chris hicks
BroknHartedLsr14: cool
BroknHartedLsr14: hes pretty
BroknHartedLsr14: tell me
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: fuck i should have gone to that party
BroknHartedLsr14: NICK???
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: what
BroknHartedLsr14: WHY DID YOU?
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: um i dunno
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: i didnt love you anymore igess
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: wasnt feelin it
BroknHartedLsr14: do u no how much of an asshole u sound like when u say "i wasnt feelin it"
BroknHartedLsr14: ?
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: wasnnttt feeeelinnnn tthehee loovee
DNtBoThErAnGiL56: that could be a pop song lol
OOOOHHH....KIDS GOT JOKES!!!
then later...the part i didnt save...im like "did you ever fucking mean it???" and hes like "at times" im like
OH...JOY....U NEVER EVEN LOVED ME...i didnt say that
but like what a slap in the face
GRRR
WHAT A FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!
there was otehr stuff i didnt save
and it was even meaner then that but i didnt want to have to re read it so i delted it.
AH EWWW.....kids a druggie too...what a loser
DRUGS ARE BAD MMKAY?
then tonite he invites me to the commons...im so confused....
im gona go...and not talk to him but be....how he used to like me to be...and maybe just maybe...hell be like..."shit what did do?"
doubt it
but its worth a try