May 26, 2005 17:17
"This is the moment
that you know
that you told her that you loved her
but you dont
you touch her skin
and then you think
"she is beautiful
but she dont mean a thing to me""
hello my friends
today was a good day in a weird way
nothing good happend
but nothing bad happend
and i only got...upset
like twice
the only thing that pissed me off
was that
SOMEONE
told me that he said he doesnt know why I'm so upset
well
i dont know about him
but when i said "i love you"
I fucking meant it
I don't often say that without meaning it
and some peoples opinions of love are different then others
but i know i loved nick in some form
i dont know how strongly it was
but i loved him
no fuck that
i love him
and if he doesnt understand why im upset
then obviously he didnt love me back
"All I see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "Is something wrong?"
I think "You're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."
So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me"