We've got it all figured out
I am not going to lie, I think about you, California.
And like any ended relationship, I replay all my missteps, and all of yours too (like how mean you were in the beginning). I miss you when I remember things I did for the first time with you and when I hear songs that only make sense when you play them in the car. There are certain times of year when I think about you the most, and certain times of day, too. We had our problems, sure, mostly in communication, and I would like to think things ended well. For the most part. Think of this as more of a hiatus, a time in which I can step back and figure out how we go about being friends again. There will always be something here, I know that, but I am just not sure I need it right now. I'll return, things will be awkward at first while we dance around each other with formalities. After a few drinks though, we will be right back in it again, telling stories about all those firsts and we will laugh because we all always had time for laughter (and tears, too, that's for sure). I think we've got it all figured out because we're grounded in this game of move on, go back, keep reaching forward.
So, don't tell me I am not polite because I haven't visited. You know where I am and I know how to reach you.
Just give me some time.
And like any ended relationship, I replay all my missteps, and all of yours too (like how mean you were in the beginning). I miss you when I remember things I did for the first time with you and when I hear songs that only make sense when you play them in the car. There are certain times of year when I think about you the most, and certain times of day, too. We had our problems, sure, mostly in communication, and I would like to think things ended well. For the most part. Think of this as more of a hiatus, a time in which I can step back and figure out how we go about being friends again. There will always be something here, I know that, but I am just not sure I need it right now. I'll return, things will be awkward at first while we dance around each other with formalities. After a few drinks though, we will be right back in it again, telling stories about all those firsts and we will laugh because we all always had time for laughter (and tears, too, that's for sure). I think we've got it all figured out because we're grounded in this game of move on, go back, keep reaching forward.
So, don't tell me I am not polite because I haven't visited. You know where I am and I know how to reach you.
Just give me some time.