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my best friend has been cutting worse and worse and ive got no idea how to help him. Hes told me that its not my problem and that i dont need to worry about him because he knows what hes doing. But the cuts are getting deeper and i know that its only a matter of time until he goes too far. I just wish there was something i could do to help him. Or at least get him to see how bad his cuts are, hes convinced that theyre nothing to worry about...but from what ive seen a few have needed stitches and he just shrugs them off as nothing :(
on top of that my other best friend, who i talked about in my last post, now has a boyfriend. so i guess it was just wishful thinking on my part thinking that she might like me back :( which hasnt helped my mood much. She is totaly smitten with him aswell...whcih makes me feel slightly ill lol im trying to be happy for her, and be nice to him, but whenever i see them holding hands or cuddling or whatever, i want to break something. im tired of liking straight girls, its torture :( i feel so stupid for feeling like this, and ending up cutting my arm to shreds because of it.
<3 pon and zi :)
on top of that my other best friend, who i talked about in my last post, now has a boyfriend. so i guess it was just wishful thinking on my part thinking that she might like me back :( which hasnt helped my mood much. She is totaly smitten with him aswell...whcih makes me feel slightly ill lol im trying to be happy for her, and be nice to him, but whenever i see them holding hands or cuddling or whatever, i want to break something. im tired of liking straight girls, its torture :( i feel so stupid for feeling like this, and ending up cutting my arm to shreds because of it.
<3 pon and zi :)