Aug 17, 2005 12:40
hows everyone doing?
It doesn't seem like im leaving soon, but any glance at a calendar, be it wall or desk, will say that I am in fact leaving very soon. I have one more day of work at Old Salem Village, and hopefully maybe less than one more week at the Y, then i have a week before i leave on the 3rd. I cant fuckin' wait. It's amazing to me how i could've shifted stances on the whole college thing. At first, i was scared and didnt want a roomate, and now i want to leave more than anything, and there are such cool fuckin cats there that I am not worried about anything.
I have been really tired lately. I yawn every five minutes and feel really fatigued. I can't wait to get back into a good sleep schedule so i dont feel like an overworked Taiwanese sweatshop employee stuck swimming in a tidal wave.
its very hard to believe that i am going away. i have been living in Danvers for much longer than I think. I moved here in the beginning of sixth grade, and it still seems like I jsut graduated middle school. I dont feel older. 1995 is ten years ago, but it doesnt seem like ten years. I was in third grade then, and now im gonna be a college freshmen. Pretty soon shit's jsut gonna fly by.
I hate it when people in college say that college flies by. High school was supposed to be incredible, but it flew by, and for the most part, sucked. I want to make college last as long as possible, because i dont want to hot 2009 and say, "wow, what happened to the last four years?"
Life is speeding up, but my urge to grow up is slowing down.