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Perhaps I would be a significantly happier person if I could wake up later and have time to think in the morning. The last few days have been enjoyable. Yesterday I met with my friend from middle school, who had moved to California for lunch. We had an engaging conversation about labels and bias over a game of scrabble. *Sighs* How I wish I could find someone who loves Scrabble as much as I do. It's silly. Hm... perhaps I've been a bit happier lately (as in the last few days) because I've surrounded myself with people whom I respect. And the morning thing is only an additive.
Odd dream last night:
I "wanted" Zach, the friend I went out to lunch with, and we were going through some sort of kiddish maze together. I'm pretty sure I kissed him a few times. That night, for some reason I was staying at my grandmother's house and so was he- I stayed in my cousin's room and he stayed in my deceased grandfather's room. And somehow I wanted to muster up the courage to ask my grandmother to sleep with him. So I came in there sort of awkwardly, but she indicated that I should leave. I went back to my cousin's room and she motioned me to go back to see Zach because he requested that I sleep perpindicular to him. We discussed the prospects of dating lightly and it was all a blur from there. *nods*
Odd dream last night:
I "wanted" Zach, the friend I went out to lunch with, and we were going through some sort of kiddish maze together. I'm pretty sure I kissed him a few times. That night, for some reason I was staying at my grandmother's house and so was he- I stayed in my cousin's room and he stayed in my deceased grandfather's room. And somehow I wanted to muster up the courage to ask my grandmother to sleep with him. So I came in there sort of awkwardly, but she indicated that I should leave. I went back to my cousin's room and she motioned me to go back to see Zach because he requested that I sleep perpindicular to him. We discussed the prospects of dating lightly and it was all a blur from there. *nods*