A Kind of Reversal of Fortune
As the year gets older, and eventually the weather gets colder, I feel more and more comfortable where I am. The Fall/Winter come in and blanket all the things I hate about Florida. The heat and humidity, which keep me locked up indoors 9 months out of the year, is washed away like someone has finally unlocked the front door, and rolled down the windows of my car. I've been to the beach more times this month than i've been in the last five years, and I can't wait for it to get cool enough to go everyday. We found a spot of our own. To swim and sleep, and we were like children trying to figure out the physics of a frisbee. It never lasts long, because for some reason we find ourselves starving every two hours. But I don't feel like i'm wasting my time out there with her. Its like thats exactly what i'm supposed to be doing at that exact moment. I've just put up with so much garbage these last two years, i'm glad its over. I couldn't have imagined i'd be in this place back in may, when I thought for sure I had ruined everything. So I suppose bad things happen in order to make good things possible.