Sep 16, 2004 17:44
Holla! watching "wicked women" on Jerry, cause it makes my trailer trash ass feel all at home- family reunion like. Speaking of family, i heart my Dad for rawking my face off. Called and talked to him while i walked back from class. I broke the news of me staying and was all making the cringy face because I was expecting him to be all like make up your damn mind and quit being a floozy, but he was like i'm glad you're staying in Orlando permanently and you can keep your scholarship and have a good career- just make sure that you get your master's. So, i'm like ok and then he's all like when are you coming home and i tell him that i can't this weekend or next and then he says that he's going to visit Nebraska (the land of my people) for two weeks so i shouldn't come home until after he's back in like a month. Fine with me. sooooo much to do anyway. I heart my sister too. She called me 3 times yesterday, just to talk, cause she kicks like that. I heart Angelina b/c everytime I see that kid on campus that looks like Napolean Dynamite, I think of her and chuckle. I heart Ryan because he's Ryan and smells good/listens/i'm wearing a shirt that says "I heart R.K." so i kinda have to. I heart Assley b/c she's freakishly, crackwhorishly skinny and gives me a fat complex, not really cause I have huge boobs. I heart my roommates because they don't care that I'm a slob.I heart my mom cause she's crazy (power washing the house at 10 PM crazy). I heart my Dylan cause he's giving me an education because i've led a sheltered life...I heart babies cause they're cute and i'm having a bazzilion of them SOMEDAY.How weird is it that in three years we could all be getting married and having babies/career. Awkward.
"You close People out because you're afraid that you'll get hurt when you have to leave. You can really open up and just love people, take chances, and fall in love. Don't be afraid." kickass- thanks for the advice. I will.
And now, because i love taking up space on your friends pages...an inspirational song...
Woke up this mourning
With this feeling inside me that I can't explain
like a weight that I've carried
Has been carried away, away
But I know something is coming
I don't know what it is
But I know it's amazing, you same me
My time is coming
And I'll find a way out of this life...
It feels like today I know it feels like today I'm sure
It's the one thing that's missin'
The one thing I'm wishin'
Life's sacred blessin'
It feels like today
Feels like today
You treat life like a picture
But it's not a moment frozen in time
It's not gonna wait
Til you make up your mind, at all
So while this storm is breaking
While there's light at the end of the tunnel
Keep running towards it
Releasing the pressure, that's my heartache
Soon this daw will break
And it feels like today
I know, it feels like today, I'm sure
It's the one thing that's missin'
The one thing you're wishin'
Life's sacred blessin'
It feels like today
Feels like, feels like your life changes
Feels like, feels like your life changes
It's the one thing that's missin'
The one thing you're wishin'
Life's sacred blessin'
It feels like today
Feels like, feels like your life changes
Feels like, feels like your life change