where does the good go?
entry numero dos
well. i'm in a mood. i absolutely hate when i get like this. maybe i'm just stressed because i have a final tomorrrow. that's probably a big part of it. i also just seem to go through this cycle of getting down. i'm not depressed by any means, but i just start noticing the bad a lot more than the good. mentally, i am fairly stable. however, i don't usually show that. i am such a logical person, but it's almost like i don't want to be. i let my emotions take me over on purpose. i know what needs to happen, but yet i know it won't.
summer session one ends tomorrow. but session 2 starts monday and i work on friday. no break for me.
i did something i shouldn't have today. looks like it didn't really matter though. i was trying to get someone to play off sympathy, but i have overestimated that person. it had absolutely no effect. they don't even care about my well being. i feel so shady (i'm really not though).
-when I misbehaved to get what I wanted, was that wrong when what I wanted was love and affection-
i should be studying. or hanging out with nathan and lauren and erin, since they leave for london tomorrow.