But what I really meant to say.. is I'm SORRY for the way I am...

[blame_the_sex]

YOU were the antedote that gets me by,
something strong like a drug that got me high

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold