fuck this

[blame_the_sex]

fuck all of this.
fuck that he can already like a new girl
fuck that i am not perfect
fuck that my life as of now is such bullshit
fuck that i fall asleep wishing i'll never wake up
fuck that i can't go to school like a normal fucking being.
fuck my mom for getting high and drinking all the time.
fuck my brother for leaving me.
fuck my dad for being addicted to fucking drugs and alcohol.
fuck my grandpa for fucking us over.
fuck me for being the lamest girlfriend ever
fuck her for pretending like we were still friends
fuck everyone for telling me it'll be ok

BECAUSE IT WON'T FUCKING BE OK

i'll never fucking be ok
so stop saying that
and stop FUCKING asking me if i'm ok
because i am obviously not,
and if i look ok to you, then why ask.
and if i don't look ok to you... then WHY ASK?
its fucking obvious.

I FUCKING HATE HIM FOR DOING THIS TO ME