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I feel like nothing is happening in my life right now while also everything is happening. So many things are going on. Everyday is packed with so much. But it's packed with stressing out and being kind of depressed and talking to strangers to feel beautiful and avoidance. That sounds like I'm in a bad space, but I'm not. I'm really happy.
I feel like I am walking toward the edge of a cliff that I know I'll have to jump off of once I get to it. So I keep stopping to smell the flowers and take naps in the grass and play with the bunnies hopping around. Mostly I'm just pretending the cliff isn't there. But eventually I'll get to that edge. And I'll have to jump. I'm terrified. Maybe someone will hold my hand and jump with me.
I feel like I am walking toward the edge of a cliff that I know I'll have to jump off of once I get to it. So I keep stopping to smell the flowers and take naps in the grass and play with the bunnies hopping around. Mostly I'm just pretending the cliff isn't there. But eventually I'll get to that edge. And I'll have to jump. I'm terrified. Maybe someone will hold my hand and jump with me.