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I think, I'm going to move to San Diego in a year or two after I get my AA from Shoreline. I'll transfer to a Ralph's grocery store down there and go to school and get my BA down there at some State College. You guys can come stay with me. Or I can come up here for the summers. I think, I need to do that.
Thats what I'm going to start saving up for.
Screw my motorcycle/mustang/Europe fund.
Actually, maybe I'll still go to Europe.
I just...Shoreline and Seattle, I love it. I'll end up living here and having a family someday, but..
I don't know. Maybe I just feel this way because of the way things seem to be going for me here. The best part is my friends, but you guys are developing your own lives. I mean most of you will all be graduating in less than a year.
Actually, this all probably comes down to her. I need to get away. I attempt to get over her, but then like some weird magnet, I get sucked back in. She knows she has that effect on me too. I worked so hard for her affection. Everything that is better about me today, was pretty much for her. Sad, I know. And the worst thing was it worked. Things would be so much better if she could just either choose that she wanted to be in a relationship me or I'd settle for cold and blatant rejection at this point as well. As long as theres closure I'd be fine. Thats all I want...is that really that much to ask for?
Anyways, I love San Diego for the exact reason that its climate and setting is just like Seattle, but warmer. It has the beautiful bay, the valleys, mountains. And if I get bored, I can cruise on down to Mexico for a weekend. And I wanna be able to experience living in a different city.
And, I think I'm pretty serious about this...
Much love guys, hope you're all doing well
I have Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday off next week. SOooooo. lets do something.
Thats what I'm going to start saving up for.
Screw my motorcycle/mustang/Europe fund.
Actually, maybe I'll still go to Europe.
I just...Shoreline and Seattle, I love it. I'll end up living here and having a family someday, but..
I don't know. Maybe I just feel this way because of the way things seem to be going for me here. The best part is my friends, but you guys are developing your own lives. I mean most of you will all be graduating in less than a year.
Actually, this all probably comes down to her. I need to get away. I attempt to get over her, but then like some weird magnet, I get sucked back in. She knows she has that effect on me too. I worked so hard for her affection. Everything that is better about me today, was pretty much for her. Sad, I know. And the worst thing was it worked. Things would be so much better if she could just either choose that she wanted to be in a relationship me or I'd settle for cold and blatant rejection at this point as well. As long as theres closure I'd be fine. Thats all I want...is that really that much to ask for?
Anyways, I love San Diego for the exact reason that its climate and setting is just like Seattle, but warmer. It has the beautiful bay, the valleys, mountains. And if I get bored, I can cruise on down to Mexico for a weekend. And I wanna be able to experience living in a different city.
And, I think I'm pretty serious about this...
Much love guys, hope you're all doing well
I have Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday off next week. SOooooo. lets do something.