Where have all the good people gone?
Constantly searching,
almost grasping,
can't hold on,
where has she gone?
the one I want,
the one I need,
to be.
where have I gone?
I've lost touch of who I am
what I am
who my friends are
my friends
I am sitting here looking of pictures of me at 26 when life was sweet, everyone got along, and partied and drank, hard druds were not an issue, if only I could go back to that, I miss late night adventures with kandace, candace, darlene, and mary anne. Kyle Weeks taking me to brekfast. Kyle and LEs's sock match. Driving Darlene's mom crazy with madonna. I miss Chuck and I driving around listening to the same song (right here in my arms) over and over just because I loved it. I miss getting drunk out of my mind and crying on dani's shoulder. I miss giggling with rob diamond and talking about what makes guys sexy. I miss the ben young and conor mullin that were actually friendly to people. I miss playing le tigre REALLY loud and dani and ben putting up with it because I liked it. I miss walking into the room and janna yelling my name and coming to give me the best hug I've ever gotten in my life. I miss going to shows with emily. I miss andrew, just everything about him, the way he sleeps, the way he can go from joking about somehting to saying listen here, and the late nights when everyone else is asleep and he just sits there with me. I miss Kyle Large taking me and danielle all the way to summerside so she could see jamie and he could see me just a bit longer.I miss talking to Les about things I could never say to another human being. I miss rory and me walking through charlottetown and talking about absoloutly everything. I miss going to shows and seeing todd. I miss chris being absoloutly adorable to me no matter what anyone else said. I miss spaz doing firedances so that we could not freeze to death while sleeping and playing frisbee in the upei pool. I miss danielle and all of her little habits. I miss dean laughing and drinking pepsi. I miss LifeXTen (Ripping Hammer) shows at the boys and girls club. I miss Jesse coming to dani's and no matter how shitty of a modd everyone was in he'd make the whole room bright. I miss deanna singing along to songs in her car and not caring who hears, and getting drunk with me. I miss Mark WL sober driving all of us drunks to go and get pizza. and I miss ordering china garden food. Like honestly guys, is the fighting worth all of those times, like think back and remember the good times, I don't think all of this shit is worth any of them. I wouldn't trade any memories I have of any of you for any stupid fight. But maybe I am alone on feeling this and I am just being stupid and pouring my heart out for the world to see. Anyways if anyone feels the same plz post.
I miss my luva luva, and listening to just a girl and other old sappy music with you and hedder. I miss Jordan berzins and her love for everyone even if they did be mean to her, and listening to the peppers in her orange room. And Dani's late night recording sessions. speaking of RECORDING.... I bet everyone laughed at that one. And then there was my many nicknames.... ATILLA... and of course VK...
almost grasping,
can't hold on,
where has she gone?
the one I want,
the one I need,
to be.
where have I gone?
I've lost touch of who I am
what I am
who my friends are
my friends
I am sitting here looking of pictures of me at 26 when life was sweet, everyone got along, and partied and drank, hard druds were not an issue, if only I could go back to that, I miss late night adventures with kandace, candace, darlene, and mary anne. Kyle Weeks taking me to brekfast. Kyle and LEs's sock match. Driving Darlene's mom crazy with madonna. I miss Chuck and I driving around listening to the same song (right here in my arms) over and over just because I loved it. I miss getting drunk out of my mind and crying on dani's shoulder. I miss giggling with rob diamond and talking about what makes guys sexy. I miss the ben young and conor mullin that were actually friendly to people. I miss playing le tigre REALLY loud and dani and ben putting up with it because I liked it. I miss walking into the room and janna yelling my name and coming to give me the best hug I've ever gotten in my life. I miss going to shows with emily. I miss andrew, just everything about him, the way he sleeps, the way he can go from joking about somehting to saying listen here, and the late nights when everyone else is asleep and he just sits there with me. I miss Kyle Large taking me and danielle all the way to summerside so she could see jamie and he could see me just a bit longer.I miss talking to Les about things I could never say to another human being. I miss rory and me walking through charlottetown and talking about absoloutly everything. I miss going to shows and seeing todd. I miss chris being absoloutly adorable to me no matter what anyone else said. I miss spaz doing firedances so that we could not freeze to death while sleeping and playing frisbee in the upei pool. I miss danielle and all of her little habits. I miss dean laughing and drinking pepsi. I miss LifeXTen (Ripping Hammer) shows at the boys and girls club. I miss Jesse coming to dani's and no matter how shitty of a modd everyone was in he'd make the whole room bright. I miss deanna singing along to songs in her car and not caring who hears, and getting drunk with me. I miss Mark WL sober driving all of us drunks to go and get pizza. and I miss ordering china garden food. Like honestly guys, is the fighting worth all of those times, like think back and remember the good times, I don't think all of this shit is worth any of them. I wouldn't trade any memories I have of any of you for any stupid fight. But maybe I am alone on feeling this and I am just being stupid and pouring my heart out for the world to see. Anyways if anyone feels the same plz post.
I miss my luva luva, and listening to just a girl and other old sappy music with you and hedder. I miss Jordan berzins and her love for everyone even if they did be mean to her, and listening to the peppers in her orange room. And Dani's late night recording sessions. speaking of RECORDING.... I bet everyone laughed at that one. And then there was my many nicknames.... ATILLA... and of course VK...