May 21, 2009 10:17
*Long, dramatic sigh*
I Apologize for my recent lack of activity.Even though I've been done with school since the 8th, I've been so busy.
But I've never felt so stressed out and ill in all my life. The place where my dad worked just went under and now neither one of my parents have a job. The realness of loosing our house is looming right over my head. It's not like we don't have anywhere to go... in fact I've already got a room ready for me, my mom's got one, and my dad's got one down the street with my other grandpa. That's where I may be living.. at my grandpa's on my mom's side while dad lives with his dad. IF he can find a job that makes over $12/hour then we may be able to stay but the way our dickhead of a mayor, govenor, and previous whitehouse staff have completely ruined everything here in Indiana... I don't see much hope in it. Alot of things were starting to look good for us but with my dad out of a job.. I think it's over for this family.
Not only that, but I think I'm sick... not cough cough I've got the flu, but I think there's something really wrong with me and it scares me. I'm always tired... I take about 2-3 naps a day so I'm normally only up for about 8 hours. I get major head aches and stomach pains. I don't know... I've got a doctor's appointment in about a month to see what's wrong. I'm hoping it's just what my mom says and isn't a big deal. Of course, ever since my friend suddenlt got breast cancer, and my aunt had that anurism thing a while back... I've been a little paranoid about all sorts of things like that. But the thing is... I all of a sudden can't have any dariy! The lactose thing.... I will die without ice cream. I'm thinkking suicide by dairy would make for a small spot on the front page... not giving it up.
CK...... you are one hell of a writer this is so true.. but OMG they are long. I'm sorry for taking so long to get back to you. T_T The length and me... I'm almost done with it a promise X)
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On a happier note (I AM ONE HAPPY BITCH SOMETIMES!!!!!!!!!!!)
WTF is going on in the manga world?!?!?!? I don't even know. I've been so focused on real life things that I can barely remember last weeks chapter. T__T I can't watch Anime on my computer because once again!!!! My computer says "Fuck you Shanaynay... I've launched the Fuck You bug that takes away your internet Biotch!" . I'm seriously pissed that it only worked 2/5ths of the time that I'm on.
>__>...... Well... I'm on now and that is a good thing.
So Naruto....... I don't know. I'm cool with Nagato being Naruto's uncle (come on, it would be so much better this way ^_~)
Bleach: <3 but I don't know... I love big fights with the chopping and the slicing of arms... and T__T Where's my pale, green eye'd vampire gone? He's still somewhere, I'm telling you.
Soul Eater: Wut? Meadusa?
SA: T___T It's over, I get that
Shin Tennis no Oujisama: I cry for you, Momo-chan sempai.
Ouran:................................ Something very serious needs to happen. I'm ready for something good... like death of near death (A shooting would rock)
XXXHolic... Wata-kun!!! This is seriously sweet. Don't read the entire series because I didn't, just read a few chapters before the current one.
I can't even remember what else I read.
Watching.... T___T nothing. Oh woe.. what's going on with my CSR?!?!
So.......... I finally dragged myself up to read Twilight..... I have to say, I hate first person but this story really dragged me in and I LOVE it. lol. I'm on book three now. I'm an addict. But.. I don't like the movie. Edward stumbles over his words and it's irritating. I didn't care for either of the main character, but Jaspter, Emmit, and Alice are Amazing! <3 Emmit's my new best friend.'
Sigh... I'm out of things to say and my nightly headache is starting to come again. T__T
Night and later
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