SIGH

[blakheart]

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE DAYS SHE TALKED ABOUT ME LIKE THAT?

WE UST TO STAY ON THE PHONE 4-5 HOURS

I DON'T KNWO WHAT TO FEEL ANYMORE
I LOVE THIS WOMAN SO MUCH
SHE USE TO LOVE ME THE WAY I LOVED HER
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!
NO WE WERE NOT PERFET
BUT WE HAD SOMETHING
I BEGINGIN TO REALIZE, I CAN'T KEEP A RELATIONSHIP
IF I COULD HAVE TRULY MADE HER HAPPY, SHE'D BE HERE NOW & SAY THOS ETHINGS ABOUT ME
& I KNOW AMY, YOUR GONNA TELL ME "IT'S NOT YOU"
UNFOTUNEATELY I AM BEGINGIN TO THINK IT IS.

I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY
I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY WITH ME
I SIH SHE COULD BE HAPPY WITH ME
WOULD HER BEING WITH ME MEAN SHE'S SETTLING FOR LESS?

I DON'T KNOW
I'M THINKING ABOUT JUST DISSAPEARING SOMETIMES
MAYEB SHE COULD BE HAPPIER IF I DIDN'T BUG HER SO MUCH WITH HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER

GOD
I FUCKIN MISS HER