confession

Jul 10, 2006 23:35

Zedan was pushed and behaved badly last night. I was also pushed and I also behaved badly. Two people who have said rascist things in the past tried to inslult me by commenting in a language I did not understand. One of them insulted my nationality again. I indulges in a very large amount of swearing and they responded in kind. I am not responsible for them though. I am only responsible for myself. I do regret my ations and since I can not bring myself to apologize to the two people I am confessing publically. I did wrong. The gods will forgive me but I am tired of being so quick tempered.

There is stress in my life, but I have a wonderfull woman backing me. Valerie keeps proving how strong intelligent and sensitive she is. I only hope I am worthy.

And the rascism inherent in the goth sceene is one reason why I wanted to leave (punks are cool though) and now I have even more reason to stay away. Sorry goths, but you tolorate or particapate in rascism far too much.
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