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20 things people may not know about you.
1. I often hate the way I am.
2. I am, underneath everything, rather insecure about myself.
3. I often fall for the things/people I cannot have/be with.
4. I get jealous of my friends more than naught.
5. If I do not like you, you will not know most of the time. I will treat you like everyone else, loving, kind, gentle. But when you turn away, I open my mouth. I bet this has a lot of you wondering..
6. I use away messages about boredom to try and get specific peoples attention on AIM.
7. I don't have many friends around Dallas anymore, and usually spend most of the day, if not all of it, in my house.
8. I eat my french fries before my hamburger.
9. I have been extremely lonely for almost a year. And not lonely as in I need friends, but lonely as in I need someone special in my life. Pathetic, I know.
10. I am still angry with my father. A) He couldn't accept me. B) He left me and my family.
11. I avoid most everyone when they IM me, a lot of the time it's because I don't look at AIM... ok, maybe that's half the time. Usually I just ignore IM's.
12. I still believe in the supernatural.
13. My due date was October 31, 1985, but I was born a week shy of two months early, September 8, 1985.
14. When I lived in Austin, I was remorseful and did many things that could get me arrested or thrown in a federal prison or psychiatric hospital or the psychiatric ward of a federal prison. (Whichever fits each situation)
15. I'm not as rebelias as most people think.
16. Up until a month ago I had a momento of my first kiss with a boy after I came out, he was my first boyfriend, Adam. I had the gum that he was chewing, then I was chewing. It, surprisingly, stayed pink. Thank you infomercials, or my grandmother would never have bought one of those vacuum bag storage things.
17. I had sex with someone in the back of their car. It was a random encounter with someone that I have known since I was a baby. Started as talking, and moved from there. I have no regrets.
18. *deleted because this was about feelings for someone that reads my LJ*
19. I love it when a guy wears red hanes briefs with a grey waistband. And they must be briefs. And that is all that they are wearing.
20. Though I'm angry at him, I still cry about my dad dying.
6 tags: Matthew, Kate, Ryan M., Janice, Jackie (merp lol), Karen.
Oh, and this journal is friends only, so if you want to see the entries that you, obviously, can't see, leave a comment here and I'll think about adding you.
1. I often hate the way I am.
2. I am, underneath everything, rather insecure about myself.
3. I often fall for the things/people I cannot have/be with.
4. I get jealous of my friends more than naught.
5. If I do not like you, you will not know most of the time. I will treat you like everyone else, loving, kind, gentle. But when you turn away, I open my mouth. I bet this has a lot of you wondering..
6. I use away messages about boredom to try and get specific peoples attention on AIM.
7. I don't have many friends around Dallas anymore, and usually spend most of the day, if not all of it, in my house.
8. I eat my french fries before my hamburger.
9. I have been extremely lonely for almost a year. And not lonely as in I need friends, but lonely as in I need someone special in my life. Pathetic, I know.
10. I am still angry with my father. A) He couldn't accept me. B) He left me and my family.
11. I avoid most everyone when they IM me, a lot of the time it's because I don't look at AIM... ok, maybe that's half the time. Usually I just ignore IM's.
12. I still believe in the supernatural.
13. My due date was October 31, 1985, but I was born a week shy of two months early, September 8, 1985.
14. When I lived in Austin, I was remorseful and did many things that could get me arrested or thrown in a federal prison or psychiatric hospital or the psychiatric ward of a federal prison. (Whichever fits each situation)
15. I'm not as rebelias as most people think.
16. Up until a month ago I had a momento of my first kiss with a boy after I came out, he was my first boyfriend, Adam. I had the gum that he was chewing, then I was chewing. It, surprisingly, stayed pink. Thank you infomercials, or my grandmother would never have bought one of those vacuum bag storage things.
17. I had sex with someone in the back of their car. It was a random encounter with someone that I have known since I was a baby. Started as talking, and moved from there. I have no regrets.
18. *deleted because this was about feelings for someone that reads my LJ*
19. I love it when a guy wears red hanes briefs with a grey waistband. And they must be briefs. And that is all that they are wearing.
20. Though I'm angry at him, I still cry about my dad dying.
6 tags: Matthew, Kate, Ryan M., Janice, Jackie (merp lol), Karen.
Oh, and this journal is friends only, so if you want to see the entries that you, obviously, can't see, leave a comment here and I'll think about adding you.