hmm
so yeah today i get a weird number on my cell phone from this company i applied for . when i applied for the position the location said it was in the city of industry therefore i figured i would apply for it . well i get this call from this woman named norma and we talked and she asked if i could do ten key and i told her i could (which i could by touch) so she asked me to come in to for my interview know me i think i could get the job and then shes asks me how much would be my desired pay and i said i could take the lowest $8.s0 a hour and she told me she was able to give me 9+ due to expirence and so on . i finished talking to her and she asked me to go in today to a location that seemed very familiar this place happened to be exactly like three blocks form my ex's house its funny as i say this its just im over her but i refuse to leve my self open to having to run into her . i try to avoid her at all cost possible . i know im a idiot but the risk is high in that area so im turning down the job .... i know i can get one in los angeles metro area so i dont fear not finding a job. its just gonna take a little while to get one where i know i wont have any problems with and wont feel paraniod nor feel like i confinded to a specific area or have to take the long route hom so i didnt run into someone i know. shit life is horrible sometimes but i guess things will be better i just need a new hope to help me push a little forward... laters!