how you like me now, bitch?
i dont konw. i also dont konw if this entry is worth much or anything really. but i dont feel that the livejournal is working for me. i mean does it work for you. like mentally. i dont konw. maybe i am just in a funk. but i dont feel like its okay to read everyones "most secret of thoughts" when i dont update. blah blah i apologize. its beeen a long week and its also been a long day.
i really wish i had the movie great expectations. because, i dont know, but its really how i feel right now. j.h.c. do anybody want to rent (lend rather, or just let me watch it for free?) i would cry. on my knees.
school is no longer appealing. and yet, everything else i am not able to do (comfortably).
at least i get to watch a blossoming lesbian relationship once a week. m. is so perfect. i thought i wanted to be s. but i am now pulling out. he is just a sad "panda". however, i can completely relate to m. minus the fact my mother is not a gold digging slut and my dad doesnt live on a boat and my step-dad isnt an old ol dold rich man. but everything else, minus the lesbianism, makes real good sense.
blah blah blah i dont know. no music because chis is eating ramen. but if i had a choice...
i really wish i had the movie great expectations. because, i dont know, but its really how i feel right now. j.h.c. do anybody want to rent (lend rather, or just let me watch it for free?) i would cry. on my knees.
school is no longer appealing. and yet, everything else i am not able to do (comfortably).
at least i get to watch a blossoming lesbian relationship once a week. m. is so perfect. i thought i wanted to be s. but i am now pulling out. he is just a sad "panda". however, i can completely relate to m. minus the fact my mother is not a gold digging slut and my dad doesnt live on a boat and my step-dad isnt an old ol dold rich man. but everything else, minus the lesbianism, makes real good sense.
blah blah blah i dont know. no music because chis is eating ramen. but if i had a choice...