lord have mercy
well hasnt this night been quite the whirlwind. blake is outrageous for approximately nine and one half hours. and then he decides that he is a complete douche (not necessarily unjustified however) and tries to make amends. am i just a toy? never before have i been so unsure of myself. i feel completely weak, without a backbone. is this the right decision. i s u r e l y d o h o p e s o . . .