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I am trying to get out of my old habbits. People don't understand how hard it is. I literally have to buy my way out of it. I know I can get out, and do a lot more with my life, but people who used to be my friends don't understand that. They look at me as a scumbag. But in reality, I was only trying to make some money. I hope I can break this and get out before it is too late. Pray for me. Only God can help me now, but if I was him....I wouldn't.