Nov 17, 2002 00:46
You know, lately i've been really tempted by other people. I see all these hot people...guys and gals, and i just want to jump on them all. i donno what's up w/ me...i'm all horny and stuff. it's really weird, too, cause i'm not usually like this. but then i think about jim and i get all happy again cause i know that i love him so much and he loves me so much.
by the way...if anyone didn't know, him and i are back together. it was so sweet...i went back to him...and i was kinda hiding backstage...and little while before the show started, i went up behind him and tapped him on the shoulder. when he turned around and our eyes met, we just smiled and hugged eachother. i started to cry because i had missed that so much. it was so good to be in his arms again. we went off and talked for a little while, but then he had to perform. so i waited backstage for him...and afterwards, we went on the bus earlier before everyone else did and we just talked for a while. it was really great...we worked everything out and it's almost better than what it was before. i think the time we had apart kinda made us realise just how much we love eachother. it's great to be back in his arms again and i just hope that this time it's for a super duper long time.
and i got to see tristen!! and nikki! again. it was sooo good to see them. i missed that sexy momma and her cute little boy. they're such good friends. i owe all of this (me and jim getting back together) to nikki...she's the one that talked to me and told me i should try to work things out w/ him. i'm so glad that i listend. i love you, nikki!