well, life has definately turned it's page in my life. the tour's over, i've moved in with jim, i have the bestest best platonic girlfriend,
zara_phillips and bestest best platonic sister
m_chisholm.
yup...the tour's over. i have mixed feelings about it. i'm really going to miss everyone, obviously. they're like my second family. we spent so much time together and grew so close.
aaron_carter_ is like a brother, we're such good friends and i'm really gonna miss him a lot.
leslie_carter is such a sweetheart, and i'm gonna miss her a lot too. hell, i'm gonna miss everyone. the other dancers,
angel__carter,
matt_carroll, everyone *sob* but then agian...i'm happy it's all over because i can be home with
jim_verraros now. the tour was like...constant. we got breaks, but it was hardly enough time to spend with my babe. i love him so much.
i got to go see where mel works, and i spent some time with her. it was so awesome to finally hang out with her in person. she's so wonderful. it's like she completely understands everything i tell her. you know how sometimes you'll try and explain a situation, and how you're feeling, and the person you're trying to tell is all "no, you're crazy", or "whatever, shut up", or "i don't get it" < the last one sounds like me *laughs*, but mel gets everything i talk to her about.
Zara should crawl in my pocket. i miss her a lot. hopefully i'll be able to hang out with her soon sometime. and perhaps meet her husband.
i think the AI tour is starting soon. i should know...cause i'm living with and dating one of the performers on the tour...but yeah. i donno when it starts. i'm going with them, but i'm just gonna stay in the back, out of everyone's way. i was supposed to pretend to be derek stilling for
tamyra_gray <3 but i think i'll pass on that.
i'm gonna go now. <333 love you all!