Finally i have updated this thing.
Well summer is officaly over and i have started school. Its going really well, but its soo diffrent from what i am used to. I havent wrote anything inhere in a long while but nothing really big has happned except for starting school. School is diffrent from regular highschools instructors go by their first names and there is only around 7-8 kids per class or less. you dont get to pick your classes and school gets out early on fridays. all around its a pretty good place to be. I havent thought much about who i am in a long time now blake is still in me and i will always be him but i dont think right now anything is going to come out of it and sometimes i feel guilty like im killing a part of myself but thats not what im trying to do, putting a balance between my two of my personas (if thats what you would call em?) theres a guy in my school called blake and i tend to look when someone calls his name. heh. im not worried about figuring all this out anymore i guess im just coping with being more masculen then alot of the people around me. meh who knows where ill be down the road but whoever i am will be the best to my abilitys. well i have to go eat something before my gut explodes. later days.
Blake.
Blake.