jabber.
Well i was gonna get a new journal but fuck it i put so much energy into this one i might as well keep the fucker. too bad you cant just change the screen name or can u? well me and krista are gonna see eachother agian on the weekend. i hope it goes alrite. ive already done something stupid that i sould not evan be talking about. courtney is turning out to be a real frined and i really need that right now. i just hope i dont screw it all up. i should have gone to the gym today i should have changed my cheek and i should have got the rent money, i should have brought the game back and i feel bad becasue i didnt do any of that today. i did clean the bathroom the floors and clean my clothes i guess thats not doing nothing. i also made myself some real supper and not that microwave "dog" i have been eating. i got depressed agian tonight so i just said fuck doing anything else and stayed home. my wrists are starting to kill me again i guess its time for somemore advil god dang tendinidus. i should go to bed soon becasue i have alot to do tommrow. i really dont feel to good maybe im getting the flu or something. i have been sick sick in ages. just stomach sick no head colds or anyting. guess thats a good thing huh? maybe its becasue i got out so much and went to the gym all thoes times and i wasnt just stiing in my room like a fool. mom wants me to try and beat my 8 gym days this month geez by cant she just be happy im going insteed of pushing me to do more? bah well i guess thats just her. arr. well im go. bye journal land.
Mel
Mel