Oct 26, 2005 15:19
There's good news and bad news.
Good News:
Today was my official first day of work at Fry's 8am to 2pm. Yay! I've been told techno is a great source of happy music to keep me happy, but I have no idea where to start looking for techno music. I'm looking forward to tonight's Wednesday ECS practice. What i hate about it lack of fighters, and fighting the same person continuously. I think it is better to fight team battles instead of mostly one-on-one matches because fighting one-on-one won't help the fighters much especially when we fight mostly melee competitions. Oh well, best to learn several ways instead of few ways. I'll practice for a little while, but not during the entire practice because I'm just not in the mood the fight tonight. Just not in my heart and my mind today. I have the urge to fight tonight, but then i suddenly get blocked by a brick wall saying I should stop practicing.
Bad News:
At the rate of still not having a girfriend, maybe I should consider giving up. What i truly need at this time is a "guardian angel" giving me a kick in the ass (not literally, just a figure of speech), and continuously push me to continue trying. Yeah, like that's going to happen. I could really need some encouraging advice right now just to help me stay in the right direction towards hope and happiness. Time goes by and i still have no girlfriend. Wow! Getting a girlfriend is really hard for me to succeed, but at least I made the initiate to ask a woman or more to go out with me and i still got shot down.