catching up on me
It has been quite of rollarcoaster ride of life I'm dealing with and I guess what I want for Christmas is a vacation. Back in Oct it was all about helping family out. My Grandpa had broken his ribs the day before his 80th Birthday. My Grandma already neede 24-7 help so now it was time for put family in action. I spent several sleep over weeks helping out. As well as training in a new job. So yeah stress much? Oct is also when I saw Spamalot for the last time. I shouldnt have but my friend wanted me too. Clay was a jerk to me so thats all I got to say about that. Novemeber comes along, Gramma gets worse grandpa slowly gets better. Nov 11, Vets day,a holiday for me. Not a happy one since I went to go visit my Grandparents. My cousin called my sister and said we better go over there cause the nurse said it would be soon. We got over there at 530 and grandma died 545pm. We were all a wreck but Im glad I got to say good bye. I still have trouble with it from time to time but I know she's in a better place and shes taking care of me from heaven. Work isnt easy and Im having difficult with it but it doesnt matter now cause they decided to lay me off a day before Thanksgiving. I need a paycheck. I am having such annoying financial issues so I'm just hoping I can pull Christmas gifts off. Also Ive become my Moms slave. Im not working so ok I do whatever she tells me to do. I know I cant take 6 months of this soooo Im praying BIG time for a job I applied for or a temp job. I will I just know it gooo absolutely crazy. So yeah thats whats up with me right now.