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So, Christmas...Unfortunately I've been most unwell this holiday. After an excruciating headache on Christmas eve I just seemed to get worse. I tried to join in the festivities as best I could but really spent most of the time recuperating in my room. It's been a nice break from Mother being here at the Baddocks, its a new experience having christmas dinner and noone yelling at you.
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So I went to see him Christmas eve, I wasn't going to as I had owled the gifts but then it was bothering me, I wanted to know if he actually liked them, or if he was so cross with me that he hadn't bothered to open them at all.
Things didn't end up as I had planned, they rarely seem to when I'm around him. He showed me his gift, and I still am speechless. To think that someone bothered and cared enough to put time and effort into something like that just blows my mind.
I didn't think it would end up us lying in the snow kissing, I didn't think it would end up me sneaking out of the Baddock's to see him, making excuses and lying. Being the sort of person that I don't want to be. Funnily enough none of that matters when he's around, I'm different and all the rubbish doesn't matter.
I have to pick up a potion text for my homework, I don't know if he's going to be there...Do I want him to be there? I think so.
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Only a few more days til school begins again. Not that I'm counting.
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So I went to see him Christmas eve, I wasn't going to as I had owled the gifts but then it was bothering me, I wanted to know if he actually liked them, or if he was so cross with me that he hadn't bothered to open them at all.
Things didn't end up as I had planned, they rarely seem to when I'm around him. He showed me his gift, and I still am speechless. To think that someone bothered and cared enough to put time and effort into something like that just blows my mind.
I didn't think it would end up us lying in the snow kissing, I didn't think it would end up me sneaking out of the Baddock's to see him, making excuses and lying. Being the sort of person that I don't want to be. Funnily enough none of that matters when he's around, I'm different and all the rubbish doesn't matter.
I have to pick up a potion text for my homework, I don't know if he's going to be there...Do I want him to be there? I think so.
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Only a few more days til school begins again. Not that I'm counting.