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so i really dont know what ive done but every person that i consider a good friend....and even the two people that i consider to be my best friends and the closest people to me....doesnt want anything to do with me right now
the last month and a half have been great for me being with jerrid makes me so insanely happy and i feel like nothing can touch me....but ive also noticed in the same amount of time all of my friends have been drifting away
now i know you probably think its because i ignore my friends and spend all my time with jerrid but thats not how it is....jerrid and i try to hang out with everyone all the time but noone ever calls us or the plans change or something
the thing that really made me realize that something was really truely wrong was when jenn never called me about going to colombus....if she didnt want me to go i wish she would have just told me nstead of ignoring me....it didnt help that she accidentaly text me saying how much fun they were having
i have no friends left....do you know what it feels like to have no friends....i still have jerrid but he doesnt count hes not a girl....there are a few people i could call a friend....but every single person i care about and love and cherish has decided they want nothing to do with me
my two closest best friends hate me....but they wont tell me what ive done wrong...megan told me that im a horrible friend and treat them like shit but she wont tell me what ive done wrong they both just tell me its to hard to explain
i keep telling myself that it will get better but its not looking like it will everytime i think about it i start to cry again
i just wish someone would tell me what i did
the last month and a half have been great for me being with jerrid makes me so insanely happy and i feel like nothing can touch me....but ive also noticed in the same amount of time all of my friends have been drifting away
now i know you probably think its because i ignore my friends and spend all my time with jerrid but thats not how it is....jerrid and i try to hang out with everyone all the time but noone ever calls us or the plans change or something
the thing that really made me realize that something was really truely wrong was when jenn never called me about going to colombus....if she didnt want me to go i wish she would have just told me nstead of ignoring me....it didnt help that she accidentaly text me saying how much fun they were having
i have no friends left....do you know what it feels like to have no friends....i still have jerrid but he doesnt count hes not a girl....there are a few people i could call a friend....but every single person i care about and love and cherish has decided they want nothing to do with me
my two closest best friends hate me....but they wont tell me what ive done wrong...megan told me that im a horrible friend and treat them like shit but she wont tell me what ive done wrong they both just tell me its to hard to explain
i keep telling myself that it will get better but its not looking like it will everytime i think about it i start to cry again
i just wish someone would tell me what i did