Apr 01, 2006 00:18
a nice guy who will treat me right
thats all i really want
my asshole antenna really must be broken because i always end up with losers
or maybe i just attract them
somethings off i know that much
i dont want to be lied to, cheated on, used, a secret
i want to be appreciated and loved
love....how overrated
it always just ends in pain
last time i loved someone he decided that since i couldnt get along with his new girlfriend(who happens to be a pill popping alcoholic) that i didnt need to be in his life
i miss him more than anything
ive only loved someone one other time....loved them like that
and i really dont know what happened there....it just...ended
im still dealing with both of those situations
one more than the other
its horrible feeling this way
ive been listening to the new Rihanna song over and over
it doesnt really fit....yet it does
i like it alot
im going to bed probably
well technically ill lay in bed and think....trying in vain to finally fall asleep