Nov 14, 2005 17:37
So today's been a hard one. I've realized that im not sure about my life in flagstaff, i love it up here but it's hard not having my family or friends from home. minus the few i love up here and i know you both can read this.
My mom called today and told me my grandma sally has parkinson's disease, and diforencia(SP) the beginning stages of alzheimers. We have to move her into a asistant living facility. We've known she's been sick for awhile but I had no idea it would turn out to be this bad. At the begining of the year she got admitted to the hospital but they said she had a disease in her ear drum, which they fixed. I'm scared now she won't be there for my graduation day, my wedding, or to meet her grand-children... it's hard to know that theres nothing i can do to stop it.
i just want to be home. i want it to be thanksgiving so i can be with my family. i love you all!