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i deserve to die.
im a fucking horrible person; a waste,
one might say.
i fucking hate myself. i cant even
love because of what iam.
how can i love someone when i dont
even fucking love myself?
i look in the mirror and am fucking
disgusted. i dont even know
myself anymore.
im doin pills again and i dont want
to.
its just so much easier to take 12 blues
and forget that you're worthless.
and so, to all who opened my eyes to what i
really am, i thank you.
im a fucking horrible person; a waste,
one might say.
i fucking hate myself. i cant even
love because of what iam.
how can i love someone when i dont
even fucking love myself?
i look in the mirror and am fucking
disgusted. i dont even know
myself anymore.
im doin pills again and i dont want
to.
its just so much easier to take 12 blues
and forget that you're worthless.
and so, to all who opened my eyes to what i
really am, i thank you.