can't sleep
So, I move to college on Sunday. I can't sleep due to stressing over it. I just washed three loads of hot wash (towels, sheets, etc) because I needed something to do. I also reorganized my Mary Kay inventory I'm bringing to school. Yes, I sell Mary Kay now. I tried to go to sleep, then I realized I hadn't given Morgan a hug and kiss goodnight and I started crying. So, I went into his room and have him a kiss and hug goodnight, even though he had already been asleep and was wondering if his big sister is still sane. Now, I still can't sleep.
I can deal with everything for myself when it comes to school work, theatre, work, cooking, cleaning, organizing, shopping, and stuff. I'm fine with that. But, moving away and not being in my room and not getting a hug and kiss goodnight from my family is going to be the hard part. My roommate is going to have to deal with me being a little emotional the first week or so in the early morning and around bed time.
It's a good thing that I know so many people at school already. There won't be a lack of hugs and support. I've gotten so much support and advice already from Cambria, Eric, Anthony, Tony, Deidre, and Amanda. I didn't expect it so much, but they are angels. They have made me so much more confident about the actual going to school part of college because of the practically step by step instructions they gave me of what I needed to get done. They have also called me, met me for lunch or coffee, or met me early before rehearsal just to talk to me and make sure I'm adjusting to the whole moving away thing well. However, I know that if I run into them on Monday and they give me a hug I might not want to let go.
First week in the dorms, I'm going to make some form of cookies. It's kind of my way of making any place seem more like home. Cooking just makes me feel better.
Anyways, It's almost three o'clock. I have to finish my laundry. I might start pulling clothes out and start organizing boxes as well. I don't know if I'll sleep, but goodnight anyway.
Always,
Blair
I can deal with everything for myself when it comes to school work, theatre, work, cooking, cleaning, organizing, shopping, and stuff. I'm fine with that. But, moving away and not being in my room and not getting a hug and kiss goodnight from my family is going to be the hard part. My roommate is going to have to deal with me being a little emotional the first week or so in the early morning and around bed time.
It's a good thing that I know so many people at school already. There won't be a lack of hugs and support. I've gotten so much support and advice already from Cambria, Eric, Anthony, Tony, Deidre, and Amanda. I didn't expect it so much, but they are angels. They have made me so much more confident about the actual going to school part of college because of the practically step by step instructions they gave me of what I needed to get done. They have also called me, met me for lunch or coffee, or met me early before rehearsal just to talk to me and make sure I'm adjusting to the whole moving away thing well. However, I know that if I run into them on Monday and they give me a hug I might not want to let go.
First week in the dorms, I'm going to make some form of cookies. It's kind of my way of making any place seem more like home. Cooking just makes me feel better.
Anyways, It's almost three o'clock. I have to finish my laundry. I might start pulling clothes out and start organizing boxes as well. I don't know if I'll sleep, but goodnight anyway.
Always,
Blair