Oct 15, 2005 15:42
I watched the movie Closer this afternoon. I liked it. I thought it had a real and honest feel to it. No one really wants to think of themselves as one of the characters in the movie, but I think that everyone has a little bit of a character from the movie in them. They weren't bad characters, they all had insecurities, fears, and issues in their relationships. Honestly who doesn't? I know there are issues in my relationships with people that might never be worked out. I don't think its a good idea to cheat or lie, not anymore at least. Sometimes it is an easy way to fix things, even if only for a moment. I also liked the music too.
Clinic was crazy today. I don't know if it was all the rain this morning, but it just seemed like nothing was going right for people. I was fine, but everything around me was hectic. We managed though and now it is in the past. I like being the office assistant. I want to be a clinician at some point, but I think working behind the scenes gives me more appreciation for the clinic. I know what goes into making it run and all the work that has to be done. It's cool.
I missed the PC retreat today. I wish I could have gone, it would have been fun. I could have felt more apart of PC if I had gone. Sometimes I feel like I'm a member of PC, but that I'm not really part of it all. Does that make sense? I guess I am partly to blame. I don't feel like part of it because I don't make myself part of it. I don't know. I think other things are bothering me that I just can't figure out.
I got my nails done yesterday. That makes me feel good, I'm still getting used to them, I haven't had acrylic nails in a long while. I can't wait for next weekend! Sarah's birthday weekend! It will be a blast!
Ok, I'm done writing now. xoxo