Happy New Year And I'm sorry..
my apologies to anyone who witnessed my sillyness last night. dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmn i was loud and obnoxious!!!! i was yelling and laughing and screaming and calling ppl hawt a whole lot and kissin' ppl's facing and laying on the floor like the weirdo that i truly am... and so on. i wish i remembered the half of it. Frig!! i always remember!!! always!!
i hope every one had an awesome time! i did for sure. not going to not drink for quite some time now. yikes.
some things could have went a lil smoother last night. like *not* cleaning up puke would have been great! and not breaking up a fight with mike would have been great! and knowing more people would have been cool too! hahaha next time tho, im sure things will go better.
either way i was feeling fabulous and a lil out of control. all and all a good time.
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right now... i have a huge knot in my tummy. i had no idea i felt like this..about something. And im not making sense and its not making sense. and how something so... could have an effect like this on me. i just need to sit down think or something . and i will. this nagging feeling in my stomach has nothing to do with a hang over unfortuatley.
the knot is now in my throat.
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and i wanna find Dale. Where are you baybee?
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this past year i was healthy and happy. i am forever going to be thankful for each day that goes by that i am not in a stupid hospital bed and that i am (finally) getting an edumacation. hehe. im doing what i want to and im slowly mapping out a path for myself. and learning more and more about myself. somethings i hate (over sensitiveness gets to be a bit much for ppl at times, like right now for example...kinda wanna punch myself in the head for being so ridiculous)
somethings are really cool.
2005 will kick ass. and i am going to continue to be happy and healthy and thankful.
i hope it kicks ass for you too.
i hope every one had an awesome time! i did for sure. not going to not drink for quite some time now. yikes.
some things could have went a lil smoother last night. like *not* cleaning up puke would have been great! and not breaking up a fight with mike would have been great! and knowing more people would have been cool too! hahaha next time tho, im sure things will go better.
either way i was feeling fabulous and a lil out of control. all and all a good time.
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right now... i have a huge knot in my tummy. i had no idea i felt like this..about something. And im not making sense and its not making sense. and how something so... could have an effect like this on me. i just need to sit down think or something . and i will. this nagging feeling in my stomach has nothing to do with a hang over unfortuatley.
the knot is now in my throat.
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and i wanna find Dale. Where are you baybee?
____________________________________________________
this past year i was healthy and happy. i am forever going to be thankful for each day that goes by that i am not in a stupid hospital bed and that i am (finally) getting an edumacation. hehe. im doing what i want to and im slowly mapping out a path for myself. and learning more and more about myself. somethings i hate (over sensitiveness gets to be a bit much for ppl at times, like right now for example...kinda wanna punch myself in the head for being so ridiculous)
somethings are really cool.
2005 will kick ass. and i am going to continue to be happy and healthy and thankful.
i hope it kicks ass for you too.