Inspiration strikes again
I had a pretty awesome dream last night that I was close friends with this chick. I think we were looking to go into business together as co-owners of a multi-facted alternative-style boutique, in which we could show-case and sell the produce of our talents and creativity.
I'm well aware of why I had this dream. Firstly, I have A LOT of respect and admiration for this lady, and am in total awe of her. This was the girl who was discussing quantum physics with Wayne Static in the forum. (Did I ever post that? If not, I fully intend to.) She'll also talk shop right on par with the famous gear-head, so much so that I really doubted she was a chick, let alone a hot one. (Geez, I'm so sexist sometimes that it really amazes me.) AND, she was humble and kind enough to be one of my first greeters when I posted my introduction on those boards.
I knew, the day I first read about her, that I had found my new role-model. She's smart, sexy, kind, creative... EVERYTHING I've ever wanted to be. And she's so down to earth. She's autodidactic, and is into so many things. She conceives of projects and actually carries them out. But there are also things that she's not so great at, yet it doesn't matter to her - she continues to create and learn and try. I know that my recent burst in creative energy was directly caused by choosing Cali as a role-model, and I really have seen a change in my life. I'm a lot more positive and imaginitive these days. And I only hope to get better.
But I'm getting off-topic. Another reason I had the dream (the darker side of the analysis) was to highlight my insecurities about being friends with people I don't feel I deserve, like Kelli, Heather, and Sean. In the dream, Cali was my manifestation of all three individuals: Kelli's celebrity-standard looks, Heather's unconditional, unjudgmental, and generous friendship, and Sean's astrological sign (both Cali and Sean are Pisces-Aries Cusps).
It was a really cool dream. And I have had this flood of things I want to develop - God help me, I will, and I'll share them and perpetuate this gift if I can.
Now that I'm inspired, it's time to get back to work.
I'm well aware of why I had this dream. Firstly, I have A LOT of respect and admiration for this lady, and am in total awe of her. This was the girl who was discussing quantum physics with Wayne Static in the forum. (Did I ever post that? If not, I fully intend to.) She'll also talk shop right on par with the famous gear-head, so much so that I really doubted she was a chick, let alone a hot one. (Geez, I'm so sexist sometimes that it really amazes me.) AND, she was humble and kind enough to be one of my first greeters when I posted my introduction on those boards.
I knew, the day I first read about her, that I had found my new role-model. She's smart, sexy, kind, creative... EVERYTHING I've ever wanted to be. And she's so down to earth. She's autodidactic, and is into so many things. She conceives of projects and actually carries them out. But there are also things that she's not so great at, yet it doesn't matter to her - she continues to create and learn and try. I know that my recent burst in creative energy was directly caused by choosing Cali as a role-model, and I really have seen a change in my life. I'm a lot more positive and imaginitive these days. And I only hope to get better.
But I'm getting off-topic. Another reason I had the dream (the darker side of the analysis) was to highlight my insecurities about being friends with people I don't feel I deserve, like Kelli, Heather, and Sean. In the dream, Cali was my manifestation of all three individuals: Kelli's celebrity-standard looks, Heather's unconditional, unjudgmental, and generous friendship, and Sean's astrological sign (both Cali and Sean are Pisces-Aries Cusps).
It was a really cool dream. And I have had this flood of things I want to develop - God help me, I will, and I'll share them and perpetuate this gift if I can.
Now that I'm inspired, it's time to get back to work.