I don't shine if you don't shine.

Apr 19, 2007 19:28

Updaaaaate!

First of all, I think someone needs to make a Doctor/Rose video to "Read My Mind" by the Killers. Serious.

Second of all, I went to the FNP about the crazy flesh-eating rash. She called the psychiatrist who prescribed it, and they had a little consultation thingy while I sat there feeling like a leperrrrr.

Long story short: I'm supposed to pop some Benadryl every 5ish hours to help the itching/burning, and decrease my Lamictal by 25mg, or stop taking it if I get worse. If I come down with a fever, trouble breathing, sore throat, or abdominal pain, I'm supposed to go to the ER. Cos then it might be beating the shit out of my internal organs D: Which is no fun at all kthx.

But seriously. My fucking EARS, dude. They BURN.

I also mentioned the fact that my weight is increasing for no reason, and she told me to bring it up with the dieticianin a couple weeks, but she gave me a little piece of paper describing how I can lose ONE WHOLE POUND a week. ~_~

Then I got crybaby on the way home. It's like. I have no job. I'm not in school. My mental and physical health is not in good shape. I try to help the mental health, and I get this fugly rash all over my entire body. I try to improve my diet and exercise, and I gain weight anyways.

I just can't win. But I'm trying to just laugh it off. I'm sure, once summer arrives, I'll be biking a ridiculous amount each day, so maybe I can get back down to a better weight. I mean, I don't want to be at that weight that causes people to ask if I'm anorexic, but I wouldn't mind being 135-ish. x.x

Hurry up, summer and ridiculously high temperatures!

health, etc, whine

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