Jan 27, 2005 05:02
ok. here's the story. it was like 4 am today, and i couldn't sleep so I decided to go out to dunkin donuts and get a coffee. well. yeah. I was there. and on my way home around 4:45, I go to take a corner on my way home going like 10mph, and the ass end of my car spins around from behind me and the front end of my blazer slammed into a telephone pole, crumbled up the entire front. I get home not even 400 feet away and i go to tell my rents. well yeah, the only thing they do is start yelling at me cause i have no job still and cause i was out this late. I fell asleep, and woke up, and couldn't get back to sleep. and all they do is bitch, like they always have done, that's all they do. while they were bitching, I just walked away and came up here to my room, and started writing this. and when they noticed that I wasn't there anymore. they went back to sleep. I hate my family. anyone know anywhere I could go and move in? any jobs also? please, my friends, help me out here. I seriously need to get out of here before I end up trying to kill myself agian, which I am extremly close to wanting to do. well. yeah. please let me know if you have any ideas or thoughts for me.
Kay, thanks allot. you are truely one of the only people helping me get through this thing i call a life lately. seriously. I love you more then you will ever know. :-* thanks my friend. you are one of my best and closest friends ever.
May the BloodLust ravage through us all.
The VampireLord, Lestat.