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I've been kinda crazy recently. I kinda sorta think i'm in the process of breaking up with my boyfriend. I don't really know what's going on. I've been thinking about this for a long time, since before vacation, infact, since we started going out. For a long time I just thought I was just being crazy neurotic, scared of commitment, that sort of thing. But now I just can't be with him any more. Oh fuck, i don't know, maybe i can. Some times I think i almost love him. fuck fuck fuck. what ever i do i have to figure it out soon. i cant keep doing this shit to him.