May 18, 2003 20:54
I'm back on livejournal and i'm back in Acton. I've been home for only 9 hours but I hate it already I wandered around the house for about an hour just looking for something interesting to do, when I found nothing I lay down in the back yard and slept. I think I got a sunburn.
I haven't posted in ages and ages. at some point I just didn't want to any more. I didn't want to have to deal with sorting out my feelings in a public forum and I didn't really have time any more. I guess my life just got to complicated for this crap. Well, now my life is suddenly empty. At least that's how it feels right now. It's not as depressing as it sounds, emptiness isn't really a bad thing.
I started livejournal when I went to college so I could stay in touch with Acton friends, I don't think any of them read it. Now I'm gonna write in order to keep in touch with my college friends. I suddenly feel like I'm in love with every single one of my friends from Hampshire. How will I live without you people. I feel lost. Sometimes I bitch about hampshire, but without it my life would be so empty because i would never have met some of the most beautiful people in the worlds. To borrow from Mellissa, I want to fuck all of your souls. I love my friends so much.
I just want to sleep, is there anything else to do in this town? Any Actonians reading this must call me and give me a reason to be conscious.