Jan 18, 2006 23:16
i realized that I don't like just getting by. thats where the title
comes from. I get by all the time but i'm never happy with that kind of
attitude. I let things go and then fret that it will affect me later. I
really hate thinking that everything I do has to be top priority in my
life. things can take a back seat sometimes. sorry had to say it to get
it out
I went to dinner at Katie's tonight. we had goulosh it was amazingly
good. maybe its just because i have been having dorm food for quite a
while but it was good. for those that actually care, becca had dinner
at katie's too, but she is 600 miles away.
so the big topic in my life up for debate is how to make the pep band
better than it is now. right now the band seems to be in a rut where
everyone complains and the band is just bitter about everything. lots
of people don't show up anymore and its draining to show up for every
game where no one wants to be there and my section is at most 4 people.
Like what happened? seriously? the staff has been discussing how to fix
this and its more of we need to get on top of it more than anyone else
because its leading by example. So I'm trying my best not to complain
at games and such. but really I don't go to games to watch the sport. I
hate most sports, especially watching them. so i go there for the
people and the people aren't there. maybe it'll be better when i go to
hockey on friday
I'm beat I should head home and stuff. I'll write again soon. I'm all emo again, its funny.
Kristin