its over...

Dec 16, 2005 15:47

my semester from hell is over. I think i managed to survive though i'm not really sure until my grades return from abstract and such. i think i survived.

this semester has been good for me i think, lets think back at the good things
1. started dating Will. which has really got me through the semester without having a breakdown.
2. the RA position has been so much fun. I love being in a room by myself. hanging with the girls in the hall. knowing whats going on around campus. its been work but lots of fun.
3. got to really know adam. he's a deep boy and i really like being his friend.
4. i know my limits for classes and work now. i'm going to repair that for next semester, but i'm probably going to be bored.
5. met some really cool people from 5th floor like andy and jim. they are so much fun to hang out with and i never would've met them if it wasn't for the RA-ness and Will
6. made some cool desicions like wanting to run for student director of the pep band. very excited for that.
7. started really supporting myself. well kinda this one is kinda fuzzy for me. i have a job that actually i can make money and like pay bills with. so its like i'm supporting myself but i dont really have the entire thing paid for like my tution and such.
8. enjoy the silence. sometimes, well most of the time, i tend to be an attention whore, thanks adam. i know this and really i do love attention even if its for nothing. but really i just enjoy sitting next to Will saying nothing and just savoring the moment.

the other night me and will were talking about what was going to happen next year. he's going to be a CC, which is an RA manager type position, where he could essentially be my boss. that of course we have decided is a bad idea all together and have talked with the big boss about not being on the same staff. but this was the interesting moment, i said "even if we broke up it probably wouldn't be good" and he said to me, i don't really see that happening anytime soon so we dont have to worry about that. i just kinda smiled. probably said something stupid and kristin-like to break off the sappy-ness but it really touched me.

my fun news is that my friend Becca from case is planning on applying to be an RA. which is completely awesome. she will make an awesome RA. she has completely evaluated her entire life and resolved that she doesn't want to swim anymore. which is really a huge step for her. the entire time i've known becca, which is really long, she has been a swimmer. but i guess she decided to give it up because it didn't fit with her life anymore. I think its so cool that she came to that conclusion and so rationally. so props to her. i made the desicion not to persue dance after i left high school even though i highly enjoy it, it just didn't fit in my life anymore. i'm sad to leave it behind but its nice to to be so attatched to it.

i guess thats it for now i hope you all have a wonderful break and a safe trip back to home and school

Kristin
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