Glad
glad, that I am feeling ill. I should not feel good today. I may seem pessimistic, but I really do value everyone that has entered my life. I would not have been able to survive the past coupl years without some very important people. I realize now that the loss I experienced have had no purpose and will never make sense. It will never make me a better person, nor will feeling sorry for myself change anything. Gaining new friends doesn't mean I'm replacing her.