a kid of the past... now the activist.
EVOLUTION OF THINKING
age 4: i want to be a scientist. just like dexter.
very childish... i also wanted to be the tooth fairy and santa's snow elf.
age 7: help comes in comforting packages. time to invent a fridge that has a built-in gameboy.
level up. although... still very childish. ya? i was into son goku at the time too. so i'd always tuck in my shirt and run around screaming 'kinten cloud!!!'
age 10: forever dream: the TV that ran on water. (^0^.!
very very VERY childish... i think i had my mind downgraded when i moved to batangas.
age 13: the inventor of the first WORKING electric fan without a gyro.
a bit more noble i think. all i was thinking about is to compete with my brother. this was the time when i haven't even seen naruto yet.
age 15: deductive reasoning... it was something i wanted to do for a living.
well, this is just plain martyrdom... i adored my sister's spunk too much.
age 17: "if there is a blade to take lives, there's a blade to save it!"
more on the family duty kind of thing... i want to be a doctor because i didn't want to study nursing.
age 18: the respiratory therapist, the specialist on the rampant pandemic: the common cold.
my main concern right now. respiratory illnesses are rampant in the philippines and its about time they have more specialists.
age 22: pass the board exam. pass the f-ing exam.
sleep deprived dreams... of a very tired young moron.
age 24: the fish rotten medical academy.
must change philippine medical system. it sucks.
age 28: doing the impossible. helping others cheat death the way i did.
my life circles on the near dead people of the world--breathing life on people who can't breathe for themselves.
this is how i thought, how i am thinking and possibly what i'll be thinking in the next few years...
SAIYUKI TALKS: LOVE-HATE AND HIS VERSION OF BETRAYING HIS PARADISE
saiyuki-kun was telling me about his misadventures as a rogue teen during his days.
he's 20.
AKO MISMO DOG TAGS
joyce was going to buy one for me. her commitment was: "AKO MISMO ang mag-eensayo ng maigi para maipanalo lahat ng laban ko, mapa-fencing o mapa-buhay man." cool. seems more noble. my commitment was: "AKO MISMO magiging responsable sa lahat ng gawain ko sa buhay."
well...
Bord, Eunice, Kei and Aubrey wanted some AKO MISMO dog tags too. thats why i have to go to the fort to buy them this saturday with chiaki-kun. hmmmmm, i know i'm going to do what i commited myself to--i know joyce would too. but as for the 3 travelling sisterhood of kikayness...
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i dunno. did they even made a commitment on behalf of the tag? otherwise, the tag they're going to wear would be meaningless. i wouldn't want to go through the mess and spend time and money while i can sleep and buy other stuff and not deliver the message. in short, baka nakikiuso lang sila. and although i don't like it, i have to do it kasi pagsisimulan lang ng away nanaman namin yan ni apple at aubrey. summary: i'm cornered.
mood: sleepy.
location: on the floor.