Exactly how I feel...
How does one become like this? How did I turn to self injury and depression? How did I become so different (not that I'm complaining) but I just don't understand. I see the girls around me and they look so monotone, like copies of a factory model churned out in millions. I have become an image, something seen but never heard, with phantom friends and imaginary retreats and a whole lot of problems that everyone see but no one attempts to help. And this is exactly what I want to be.