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Dude, Life is really sucking. I am sick of all the drama and shit. I think that it is starting to revolve around me. I miss all my friends from school so much, I never get to talk to them. I am sick of my family trying to tell me how to take care of things, I mean if they are so damn conserned why the hell dont they try helping out once and awhile. I am supposed to be leaving for sacramento tomorrow, because my grandma is really sick and I need to drive, and clean for her. And i am supposed to be going down to SanFran here in about a month because they have just informed me that she should be dieing a whole lot sooner than we thought, and because of her blood type, she might just be scrued. I they ask if im doing alright. I am fucking 17, I should not have to be a 24 hours nurse, a mother, a taxi, a slave to my entire fucking family, and start going to pregnancy classes with my cousin, because Im supposidly her favorite cousin, and try to get all of my friends back because I think they have forgotten about me, or plainly just dont like me anymore, And I have no clue why. I am getting alittle tired of helping everyone, and know one helping me. But now I am ranting on, and should shut up and stop pitting my self. But hell this is my journal. I think that I have officialy lost it. That was a lot of "I's" LOL