If you care to know...
... this was my day.
On my way to work, I was naturally going a bit fast. It figures that I'd get pulled over and get a ticket for speeding, but only because it was in the rain! Damn you rain! No, I dont mean that. So I got to work, still on time. I was doing fine, being trained at the register, and this bitchy lady decides she wants to give me a hard time. A very hard time. So I made a mistake, at this point I could hardly tell what I was doing I was so nervous. So I stumbled off and asked Erica (the lady helping me) if she'd take over. I stumbled back to the bathroom, I think I ran into something, and I sat in a stall for a while. (now that I think of it, part of my nausea was probably due to a lack of nurishment) So I went back out, and Erica told me the manager wanted to talk to me. So I was getting ready to explain myself as I walked back to his office, still nauseous. I sat down gratefully, at that point I'd have rather been fired than made to move. So he asked what happened or if I was ok, I mentioned that I have a bit of a problem with nervous attacks (well its sort of true) and I asked if it was ok that I take a break. He sounded annoyed, but he was trying to be nice, I think. He told me I could take my lunch break then, for the sake of my health. He just doesnt want a lawsuit. Hm... then i wouldnt have to work... Anyway, I went and ate and had a smoke and felt much better. I went back, did alright, made a few mistakes but everyone was real nice about it. I just hope I can get everything down tomorrow, I work Saturday and I'll have to do it on my own... and Saturday will be a busy day... So i'm a bit nervous. But it'll be ok. Lots of people texted and called me while I was working, when I checked my phone I was happy to see they cared. Certain people left messages, and the fact that they cared to call and cared more to leave a message made me happy. Very happy.
*hug* I love you.
On my way to work, I was naturally going a bit fast. It figures that I'd get pulled over and get a ticket for speeding, but only because it was in the rain! Damn you rain! No, I dont mean that. So I got to work, still on time. I was doing fine, being trained at the register, and this bitchy lady decides she wants to give me a hard time. A very hard time. So I made a mistake, at this point I could hardly tell what I was doing I was so nervous. So I stumbled off and asked Erica (the lady helping me) if she'd take over. I stumbled back to the bathroom, I think I ran into something, and I sat in a stall for a while. (now that I think of it, part of my nausea was probably due to a lack of nurishment) So I went back out, and Erica told me the manager wanted to talk to me. So I was getting ready to explain myself as I walked back to his office, still nauseous. I sat down gratefully, at that point I'd have rather been fired than made to move. So he asked what happened or if I was ok, I mentioned that I have a bit of a problem with nervous attacks (well its sort of true) and I asked if it was ok that I take a break. He sounded annoyed, but he was trying to be nice, I think. He told me I could take my lunch break then, for the sake of my health. He just doesnt want a lawsuit. Hm... then i wouldnt have to work... Anyway, I went and ate and had a smoke and felt much better. I went back, did alright, made a few mistakes but everyone was real nice about it. I just hope I can get everything down tomorrow, I work Saturday and I'll have to do it on my own... and Saturday will be a busy day... So i'm a bit nervous. But it'll be ok. Lots of people texted and called me while I was working, when I checked my phone I was happy to see they cared. Certain people left messages, and the fact that they cared to call and cared more to leave a message made me happy. Very happy.
*hug* I love you.