Without... now...
I am sinking back into feeling pretty bad. I lack the outlet for how I want to feel. I've had success initially this term but now its getting quite clear that the land of opportunities is appearing overgrazed and droughted. I does not really upset me seeing couples however it is a nasty reminder of what I haven't found in a while, someone worth my time that's interested and approachable. I feel like I can't give someone attention like I'd like to. Having this stagnation seems to amplify how I would normally feel. It also makes me touchier which is never a way I enjoy feeling. I seem to look to hard in this desolate landscape. Besides being taxing and unsettling I don't want it to affect my choices in the future. I need to find someone or someone to get me through.